waterpapergreen: best western olympic inn

DAY 1.

dream. Is nothing but a lie. It is just other world that people create so as to cheat and lie to themselves. Once you woke up. You still have to face the real world. And whats the best part. Dream is always the opposite of what is going to happen in the real world. Thats why. Stop dreaming people. And you will feel better.

getting more and more tired as i burn each day. Felt so lost. Things just turn better or maybe it is�just my wishful thoughts. Maybe things didnt change at all. I used to look forward to every evening. Every sunset. But now. I felt so heavy. So useless. Nothing i do can change anything i guess.

all i hope for is that when i am down. I can get to see your smile. I dont care who is with you. Where are you. I just want to be at somewhere where i can see you smile. And maybe your laughter too. Why cant things just be the same? you sitting in front of me. Irritating me. And at times scold me. Bite me. Why must everything turn out to be this way. I just want to wipe your tears for you when you cry. Smile along with you when you smile. Thats all. Is it difficult?

girl. You are the only one that can really make me smile. And for many time when i really hope to get to see you. I didnt. I really miss you. And i hate myself for that. I am such a weakling. As much as i want to cast you out of my memories. I will always remember what i told you.

you: "give up lar. That girl also dont know you like her yet. It is still early to get out of this."
me: "nope. I am going to wait. I want to get married wit her ah."
you: "siao ah you"
me: "and i�aim to get married at the age of 23. HAHA."
you: "so you going to wait for her for like...4 YEARS?"
me: "yup. Why not? she is the one. HAHA."
you: "hais. Dont know what to say."

do you know at that moment. I was dying to tell you. Just say "I�DO". Haha. I know it will never happen. But i really dont mind waiting. I love you.
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